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It's been two days,it still hurt's!

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Thank you for all the support you have given us in a time like this,she was a very special girl.She was my baby.I never felt so connected to any animal I ever had until her.I keep trying to remember the good times,but I keep seeing her in her last minutes.I just miss her so much,every where I look around my house I see her.In the mornings especially, her little head always poped up on the side of my bed for breakfast,or when I take a shower she sits by the tub.I also wrecked my car when I first got her because I was looking down at her and ran a red light.I was more worried about her than I was my car.I miss her.She was my bestfriend,and relied on me,and I miss that.I do think that vet's should do more research on E.B.first though before giving them vaccs first.Apparently this has happened to several people where I live as well.Thank you very much.Dawn dada O:)
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once agin sorry for your loss like i said i wish i had a litter right now i would give you any pup u wanted all though they are not ebs i breed abs dog are hard to replace they are part of the family
Dawn I am so sorry to hear of your loss. The pain my never truely go away but it will become easier. I have lost several very loved four legged friends, and I have found that each time I thought about them I would smile a little bit more (remembering the good times) the bad times faded more and more each time. Can I suggest going to your local animal shelter for your next furry friend. There are a lot of needy friends there waiting for you. But do give yourself time to heal. Best of luck with your next friend. Just remember the pain is good it simply means you have loved and been loved back.
I'm so sorry for your loss.

--Author unknown

I stood beside your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, You found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you so softly as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at the shops today, Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today, You tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you, that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said "It's me."

You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be so near you everyday
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew ...
In the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.

The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
And say "goodnight, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out ... then come home to be with me
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That poem has me shedding tears all over my keyboard.
I am still sad from my 13yr old sheepies passing last spring, so
those poems still hit me hard. :cry:

My heart hurts for you missing your bully...it is not an easy thing to go thru. It will get easier, i promise...but nothing can take her memory from you...treasure that!
thank you!

It's almost been a week tomarrow,and I am still grieving really bad.I know it takes time to heal.I have my good and bad moments.I just really miss her.Thank you for the poem.I cried the very first few paragraphs I read.I'm just glad there are people who actually care the way I do.Thank you.
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