I had an English bulldog for 13 years. I had to have him put down recently. Him and I spent everyday together for 13 years except for 2 days. He was my buddy. We understood eachother. And I loved him so much. I really only joined this community because I really needed to say this. Its been a few months now and I miss him dearly. I've had this lump in the back of my throat ever since I had to put him down. I don't know how to get over this. He was so much a part of my life. My everyday. Now I'm just bummed out.